Editor’s Note: So…I completely forgot about this in my Drafts folder. It was a continuation to my body woes with still no solution. It gives you a good glimpse into my state of mind and frustration of the time. To read about the latest in my health, see this post. Still dealing with health stuff but some of those things may be on the up and up.
I think this is my third body woes update to y’all? I don’t know, I’m losing track and I’m still a little foggy brained from being sick a few days ago. Well shit, where do i begin again. The last time I updated you all, it was declared that Vitamin D was not the culprit, nor is it allergies, hypothyroidism, anemia or lupus. I was a furious combo of anger and sadness for quite a while.
Yes, I still drag myself to CrossFit about five times a week. It’s a struggle. I fear getting to the point where I can’t even drag myself. That I’ll get beyond low energy where I can’t even make myself. And that fear of gaining weight quickly if I don’t train dwells deep within me. Already if I have one cheat meal I gain, so imagine if I didn’t train?
But I digress. The point is, at the end of my post last time I said I was going to try acupuncture and I have for the past couple months or so. It is definitely very different – having never been poked all over with needles and all. But so far, sadly, I have not felt much different. But what is different with her is that she really wants to help me figure it out. She is frustrated with me that we haven’t figured out what it is yet. I’ve been trying different natural herbs for different ailments that she senses.